Should I?

I feel very insecure right now. Unsure and confused. All because of one person. OK, I know where the minds of some of you are going towards right now; stop it! It's not what you think.

I just feel like telling her that I'm not doing it anymore. Feel like pulling out even though it is the only thing I'm doing by choice. Feel like relieving myself of this self-doubt and emotional wave I'm putting myself through.

But if I do, I am giving up; I am throwing away 2 years worth of improvement and hard work. I hate the thought of that. I'll also hate knowing that I was a quitter, knowing that I didn't hang on.

It's just torture though, to know and feel such things and yet still do it.

On a happier note, this is pretty cool: http://www.news.com.au/dailytelegraph/story/0,22049,22535838-5012895,00.html.

And for the guys who read, this game is pretty much tailored for y'all: http://www.addictinggames.com/theimpossiblequiz.html.

:) Enjoy!

Lovess

I love waking up in the morning feeling refreshed and knowing something good is waiting for me.

I love lazing at home with a good book.

I love popiah parties on special occasions.

I love going out for hawker food with my relatives.

I love chillin' with my friends, talking about everything and anything.

I love cold and windy days where you can walk for hours and still feel refreshed.

I love laughing till my tummy hurts and I can't catch my breath.

I love receiving something unexpected from Him.

I love opening up my presents and finding something so much more.

I love going to sleep at night tired, knowing that I made a difference that day.

But most of all, I love knowing that Somebody is loving me unconditionally and wholeheartedly.

Some of you know that I was tutoring some kids in my church some time back. This is the first time I taught 4 kids together. I think I had several strands of white hair more after the 9 sessions. Actually, just Chloe and Jacky would have given me enough.